well people.. these past 2 weeks have been quite interesting.. if nothing else!
as I mentioned above.. I was rushed off to the hospital in an ambulance April 16th.. it was terrifying to say the least.. I haven't been to a hospital in many years, other than for the annual blood tests or to visit/support family, friends.. thankfully! but I guess I was due..
what kills me most is NOT being listened to when it comes to what's wrong with me
.. like THEY know better just cuz they have an MD after their name..
anywho.. nothings been fixed BUT.. I'm working on it!
still in a lot of pain, however this too shall pass.. of that.. I'm confident!
adding insult to injury (so ta speak).. this past Saturday, my eldest brought me some food (no energy and a wee bit too much pain to do it myself), I asked her for one more favor before she left.. take the salt down and fill my water softener.. moments later from the basement I heard "um.. Mom??" I thought OH CRAP.. NOW what? she said.. "can I borrow your billy boots'n a bathing suit?" I froze.. all I could think was.. NO! Please don't let me be flooded.. but I was.. 3" of water covered the entire basement floor.. and I broke down and
.. all my construction materials, my renovations that I'd already started, and all my personal belongs are toast! then today when I spoke to my insurance agent and he told me I WASN'T cover.. I ripped him a new one! I trusted me, after 25+ years being faithful/loyal to HIM.. he let me down.. and because the insurance company had already sent a crew in yesterday to start the drainage and cleaning process.. I may well be looking at a HUGE bill that I can't afford.. I don't know what I'm going to do.. I've invested everything I had into rebuilding this home so I could leave SOMEthing of value to my kids.. now it seems it's all for nothing.. all the dreams, pain, toil, money and sweat.. washed away! and with my health being in it's current condition.. I've no clue what I'm going to do..
up side is.. I'm still breathing.. so I guess I'll figure it out somehow.. just kinda wish I didn't have to do it all alone.. but, oh well.. life goes on doesn't it!