thinking i may need to talk to f-franky, my golf game has gone to ****!

Iam thinking about that phone call iam gona get on tuesday,,cant wait for her to call me,come on tuesday...,

I was really happy to have gotten a full time job. The pay was not what I would like but it was 40hrs a week for 3 months. On the plus side, it was an interesting opportunity, and it would look good on a resume and in my portfolio.
Now I fear I may have been hired under false pretenses.

I am a (usually self employed) Horticulture student. I already have much of the knowledge and skill, but I went back to school to get that paper to prove it.

Job was supposedly to be the private landscaper for this small manufacturing company. They'd had a professional contract up until 5 years ago, but had to cut costs and have been using random employees to do the grounds work and it has slowly gone to hell. My job was to maintain the lawn areas and rehab the planting beds.

Second day in they tell me, 'oh by the way, the out of town owner who just aquired the company a year and a half ago is coming for a visit next Wednesday so we need thngs to 'look' ship shape." and "Technically we're not supposed to hire a designated landscaper, so we'll have you work on the far side of the property that day, or maybe you can just take the day off..."

Hiring a landscaping company to do the work I accomplished this past week would have cost them 3X my wages or more. Hell, even as a contract job I would have personally charged twice as much.
I have quite literally worked through fresh blisters on every single one of my fingers (yes I wear gloves) I took 'before' pictures but even though I have achieved a great deal, it's not the kind of 'after' pictures that will do much to advance my career.

Anybody want to start a pool as to which day they decide to let me go?

I don't want to spend my birthday alone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZsXcc_tC-o&feature=youtube_gdata_player....ohhh just this.^^

^ Pretty

Sad Song - We The Kings
(feat. Elena Coats)

You and I,
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

With you I fall.
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.
With you I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

You're the perfect melody,
The only harmony
I wanna hear.
You're my favorite part of me,
With you standing next to me,
I've got nothing to fear.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

I am thinking that if I was alone with a wonderful man...hmmmm...that would be fireworks...!!!...

well that's better ^^than what I'm thinking....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hn61z3FlMQ&feature=youtube_gdata_player..

Cute song....I had a kid that loved to dance to it....was hilarious.......

Back on topic....I'm thinking I should be sleeping but I can't.....sigh

Thinking about going to the late late showing tonight at the theater.....alone. Wanting to see Ted 2.

WELL - POOP; sure wish there was somebody that you could call and just go do something spontaneous with like: bowling - rolling skating - walk around the local parks or zoo - go get an ice cream cone - go see a matinee movie - go the local lake - cook a hot dog & have some smores!

im thinking all you peeps living in really hot countries, pat yourself on the back, because I cant cope and its not that bad here.

Thinking about going for a run. I am confused.

tell that to charlie manson's exes.

Damn they complain if they don't get a response now they complain if you do answer them and not interested shshsh..

Want egg in their beer

I'm running out of songs. What one will be next.

a road trip

You got beer???

I'm thinking (right now) of pinching myself to 'test' whether I'm 'gracefully awake' OR 'dreaming'...Honestly!