I momentarily feel like a doofus with a few things at work but am happy to be learning via messing up...

Totally exhausted

Trying to fight off a cold from some guy who sneezed all over the people in line at the electronic store. Maybe Santa will bring me a cure.

Tired and too much food last night

Need...

Coffee...

STAT...


Barometric pressure must be dropping... My head is splitting...

Am feeling peaceful, I turned off my phone & isolated myself from everyone, & I realized that this is wht I exactly need for some couple days

Just home from my mom's after Christmas dinner and stuff .. absolutely knackered ...
Was a good day, good meal etc., but happy to sit in my own comfy chair again. *Why don't other people ever have comfortable chairs?*

Gonna chill for a bit with a nice Jason Statham movie :)

Sleepy and sore head

Inquisitive...

Worn out, it's tiring sitting there drinking beer and watching other people cook

That is great, Hope you are relaxing with your loving family and kids.

So you don't cook out all

I feel as if this world is going to the dogs/not valued anymore. Seems stupid how one strangers appearance can trigger horrible people to bully them. Well, I was in town, and seen one young girl with such a rare shade of pink, in her hair. It was stunning. Then as four other women walked past her, they pointed and laughed. More fool them, because I doubt the gorgeous lady gave a damn. Why should she? She has better things to do with her time. Anyway, those four women calling her "beetroot hair", just looked bland and boring. They had nothing unique that stood out.

Good news Good News maybe one of my little darlings is headed back to the old stomping grounds! Sure makes my future plans a lot clearer. Now if I can beat this cold I got it made to slide right into the New Year a very happy camper.

Empty, looking in the mirror with so many questions for myself and not enough answers.

empty....

Crazy

I feel lazy

satisfied and a little tired out

whew what a whirlwind
days of baking ahead of time
kids finally showed up
they had no power at their place so they took showers
first and then we ate the big dinner and attacked those gifts
under the tree
oh the paper and ribbons flying everywhere
my toddling grand son had a blast!
as did this mama/grandmama too good to see them all smiling
and joking with each other

all was right with my world
they all woke up this morning and ate all the cinnamon rolls
and then it was off to other places to visit with their Dad
and more family

busy, busy, busy and then silence
and just me and the cat
but gives me times to get my house back in order

how do I feel? hmmmm this has been the 4th Christmas since the divorce
no longer bitter, angry or ready to go off at the mouth over every wrong ever done me in my marriage..I have long since let that go

I am also no longer sad over past memories of us all together or feeling like I was ripped off over the future and growing old together or sad because things had to change so much and I was the one to do it

I am feeling like..this is exactly where I need to be
the ex and I get along better now then we ever did married
the kids are doing great
I succeeded in my first semester at graduate school
I went to christmas eve services ...first time in awhile
which to me is a sign of forgiveness for myself and
to God for many things I was angry over in my life

Sore, I think I might have overdone it in the weight room today.