Unwanted. Unloved. Useless. Perpetually lonely. And, no purpose at all in this world...
Sorry, that's just how I see myself.
That is rather sad.....
I hope you can find some peace my friend because no one is useless or unwanted even though we feel that way sometimes.
Thanks for the sentiment. Unfortunately, peace, or something like it, is nigh to impossible to come by. I don't mean to be off topic here, but how would you explain the obvious and blatant lack of a woman for guys like me? How do you explain a lack of jobs or the opportunity for them for guys like me? I can't find work in the field of my choosing. The United States does not have jobs for Computer Repair Technician or for Electronic Assembly. I'm completely penniless and I can't move away. And it's painfully clear that the vast majority of women, Asian, American and otherwise don't appear to like men who are broke and jobless. Is it even possible to find love or get married any more? I've just about given up and gone MGTOW (Men Going Their Own Way) on this stupid world. I can't do anything about it. It's totally outside of my control and ability to control. Sorry for the off-topic diversion.
I know that it is a hard time but if you are here then you haven't given up all hope just yet. There are many that have most likely read this and have probably had some of that same problems. Not being able to find a job and if they are here; a partner.
5 years ago my department was outsourced to another company. I applied with that company that my department was outsourced to and became the supervisor. Sometimes things happen for a reason and you have to be patient.
That's great for you. In fairness I don't know what you do, but that's not my situation. I worked at a very small family business near where I live. My case isn't outsourcing, mine was simply the classic issue of the boss having to decide whether to cut one guy and try to scrounge money saved to buy parts for the product or to close up shop and keep the one cut guy. I got cut and my former boss was eventually able to buy the parts needed to finish that batch of product. The reason is that sales had slumped so far that my boss wasn't able to pay for the parts and my paycheck. Because I was part-time then, cutting my job made the best sense. Since then, I have had zero luck finding either computer repair or electronics assembly jobs and I've given up on both. Patience only goes so far and I've been out of work since January 2009. And compounding this is I receive disability, which I've had my whole life. It's too complicated so please don't ask the how and why.
Initially, I joined this community thinking I might find love, but instead, it seems all I'm doing is grousing and venting about how I can't do this thing or that thing or someone or something doesn't exist. That's not what this place is about and as a result, I don't spend much time here, trying to avoid it as much as possible and only logging on when something important comes up. Again...
