several year ago... I thought I was possessed...

that may sound a little crazy ... but I have know explanation for it ...


I was doing things I would have never thought I would ...
it really did get out of control ...
but at the time I had know one to talk to about it ...

it really took a hold on me...

and it made me like ...what I was doing ... with this addiction...
I can not explain it very well ...
but it sure took a long time to get over it ...

am I better for it now ... I believe I am ...
I now have to say ...was beyond my control ... and very strange...

I'm glad you survived your journey.