At times I miss Bailey tremendously. Ï keep missing my mate, my familiar. Sometimes I think I hear or see him because I'm still expecting that.
Energetically it's different. I've had something not so pleasant shortly after his passing. Thank goodness that has gone again. Took about 2 weeks though! Made me realise just how much Bailey protected me and our home. I know cats are very very protective, but hadn't realised Bailey had taken on this 'work', hihi.
I thought of smudging, but in this case wasn't sure it was a smart thing to do. It really didn't feel too pleasant and sometimes smudging has the adverse effect. I didn't feel strong enough, which is also what it hinges on.
And Nila is also different as it's different for her too. She now has to deal with 'invading' strange cats in the garden by herself and I can tell that isn't always easy. She doesn't go out as much anymore because of it, and when indoors she's constantly running from window to window to keep an eye on these neighbour cats that walk through the front yard towards the back.
She's a small cat, the other day there were 2 ginger cats in my garden, larger cats as well. No matter how fiery she can be, she cannot take on 2 larger ginger cats.
I happened to see it so I went out, but I am not there all the time.
Bailey didn't necessarily chase invaders away, although I'm not certain, but for Nila still different to have a fellow friendly cat around in the garden.
I've been thinking maybe I should get another one, but not sure. There's always a risk it doesn't work between the 2 cats... But I do have a feeling that Nila would be happier with a fella cat in the home like before.
It's weird now that he's gone.
And today emotional about it, having gone through so many photos...
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