Thought this looks interesting so I thought I would try to get a reply here since doctors told me to just forget it and move on and nobody really wants to give me an answer that satisfies me so here goes last December I got sick and I was getting sicker here and sicker and laying on the floor finally I dragged myself out and was trying to get to the bank. when there,that was it I called an ambulance and I had that virus and I was in the hospital for 2 weeks and they wanted to put me in rehabilitation for 2 months. I passed on the rehabilitation cuz I had a cat here I had to take care of. I was really sick and at one point I there was three nurses on my left with their hands arms hands-folded it was really weird like they were looking in a coffin. a doctor the major doctor was on the right I kept saying I can't breathe on the last time that I said it I couldn't say it actually I moved my mouth. I can't breathe and everything went black at the same time I said I can't breathe I heard the nurse whispered to the other one she should be dead now. at the foot of my bed it was like that that's the only way I can explain it is like say you went and jumped over the foot of your bed and you're on a step there I was in a different place it was a dark place and way way in the distance where these different size people in long gowns people but you couldn't see their face as everything was like black with a slight light behind them I could only see their outline on my left was a what I'll call a spirit energy you couldn't see it but you could only hear it on my right was a larger Spirit energy is what I call it cuz I don't know what to call and it. was like the stronger one the the one with more authority the little the smaller energy said should we take her now and the other energy says no give her a bit more time and suddenly and I remember my right hand shot onto my forehead and I shot back into my my bed like somebody threw me into the bed and I came out of it with a biggest headache of my life for 6 weeks and my eyeballs felt like eggs that were going to explode they even had that on the news there was actually some sort of a clinic people could go to that had side effects from the this virus and they were talking about different things and one of the effects was what I had so that was one year ago in December and I remember I was still curled up in a ball and that movie was on TV, Christmas story all day but I didn't see it I was under cover soaking wet and cold sweat but I listened to it a little bit but mainly I was just in and out of I don't know whatever I was I was sick as hell can anybody explain what that is the doctor said just ignore it and move on nobody wants to talk about it I would like somebody's opinion on what the heck happened to me did I really die for a couple seconds cuz stop breathing and enter a a different world.I feel it was like a "in-between" world. And a decision was to be made if I was to die and go someplace else or ? They felt I needed to do more suffering in this rotten world. My life has been pure hell for one year now as it's Dec again. Honest opinions ok,ty

Difficult to understand what really happened, not very clear to me.