I had a near death experience when i just turn 15 i was really sick and nobody could find out what was wrong but my lungs and kidneys started shutting down and I was told i was really close to dying but my condition just turned around after 3 day in the hospital i started getting better. Week later when they did a follow up x-ray they found i had massive scar damage on my lungs so they did a biopsy and found out it was histoplasmosis they said i was really lucky to be alive because they didn't treat it with anti fungal medicine like they should have and instead of attack my other organs it just attacked my kidneys.
Downside is i have constant chest pain and unable to work. And then about month ago they told me that the scar tissue is spreading to my other organs. But when i was in the hospital on that third day I had a really weird dream and it was so real to me i thought that i had died. In the dream i was in a white room laying on the floor and i couldn't get up or even move then the the door to the room opened and a man who i have never seen before came in and stood over me he said "You can come with me and see your father again.(my father had passed 3 years before) Or you can go back. But if you choose to go back you will experience a pain which you cant even imagine but you will save one of your family from death."
Now i just turned 15 and as you can guess i chose my family. Now i dont know when im suppose to save one of my family members or if i already have because my mother has so many health problems and needs help for almost everything now.i thought that maybe my older brother would help her since hes up in MI too but no he seems not to really care about her health problems not saying he doesn't love her though. So maybe my little brother would help her but no hes just a lazy little ****. So it was up to me and if it wasn't for me i don't know what would have happened to my mother seeing as she can barely drive so i do all the driving, and she has trouble fixing herself food so i cook, and she cant really clean so that's also up to me. I get very little help with anything around my moms house i pretty much do everything that needs to get done at the expense of my own health as it causes me unimaginable chest pain to do everything but ive learned how to hide the pain very well. so maybe i did save one of my family members.
I have really put my life on hold to take care of things around here not that im complaining I would do anything and everything for my family but it does get lonely with just your family around you thats why i joined this site in the first place so i could get to know actual people and maybe find someone to have a relationship with but not many women looking for someone in my position. seems i have rambled on enough i would like to hear if anyone else has ever had a near death experience so please post.
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