Thank you EarthSprite,
I didn't mean to imply what I was depressed about it. I just find it to be one of the more frustrating things in life.
But yes, you're right I do have abilities in other areas and I try to use those as much as I can. I do feel very gifted with respect to some of the songs that came
through me. It felt good to be the vehicle of what was ultimately the inspiration of other people flowing through me.
I have to share the following song with you.
This came from a poem that a fellow named Bill posted in the poetry section.
He wrote the poem, and when I read the poem I was moved. I picked up my banjo and started playing. The music just came from 'nowhere'. Completely out of the blue.
This recording was made within 5 minute of having first read his poem.
I played first just totally intuitively "out of nowhere". The rest of the time was just setting up to record it.
I'd didn't write the lyrics to this song. And I really didn't "write" the music either. The music came from the cosmos. It just flowed through me.
Here's the Lyrics with chords in the graphic below:
2MB Music mp3 file here:
http://users.csonline.net/designer/ideas/crazy.mp3
This just happened. Like instantly. This song just grabbed me like the spirit of a ghost. Even that little note run at the beginning just came out of nowhere. Like as if someone else was using my hands to play the banjo.
So, yes, like you say, we're all blessed in all different ways all the time.
Never for one moment did I think that you were depressed about this....
And I do understand about being frustrated as I would love to be able to write as you and some others here, have the gift to express what I so want to say...My creativity comes with the use of my hands, be it carving or sculpting, so in a way, these things are my words....They speak for me....
And it hits me at any given time...I have been known to wake in the middle of the night and go to my workroom and just know what it is that is wanting to be set free from the stone....And I will loose myself in this till it is done...It flows through me like a current that I can't control...Nor at times do I want to....
I celebrate this connection with the Universe when I am feeling Inspired....