I'm sort of 'racing' against the coming of Old Man Winter. Although, not with anxiety, just trying to get as much done as I can in preparation for next spring.
I'm doing three things at once here in a single job, which really feels great! I'm cutting down some trees where I'd like to create more garden space. Then I'm cutting those trees into large logs which I put on a sawmill and make into lumber for a new roof for my cottage. Finally I'm cutting up the tops for firewood for winter heat.
So I'm killing three birds with one stone. (although that sounds kind of violent).
Maybe I should just say that I'm planting three seeds with one sowing?
How's that?
Oh by the way, last night turned into something far more than I had expected. After my bath ritual (which was really nice last night), I felt energized again. I went to bed anyway and read some of the Modern Magic book and performed two simple rituals that I could actually perform lying down. These too were rituals of relaxation and restoration of energy levels.
Well, after having done them I was so full of energy I didn't feel like sleeping.
So I got out of bed and collected all my dirty clothes. Clothes that has been piling up because my spring has gone dry. I took them all over to town and went to the laundromat. I had the place all to myself. I filled 7 washing machines with clothes! Set them all up and went off to eat a nice meal at a restaurant. I actually performed a ritual right at the table in the restaurant. It was mostly mental, but there were some hand gestures included as I blessed my food. I used salt and pepper shakers as 'wands' thus anyone watching me would simply think I was seasoning my food.
I had a really nice meal and enjoyed it very slowly. Went I got back to the laundromat the washing machine were only just stopping as I walked in the door, so the timing was perfect.
Then everything when into the driers. Then I went grocery shopping at the all-night market and again, returned to the laundromat just as the driers were shutting down. Perfect timing once again.
I got home at 4 AM, and THEN made a stew in a crock pot and set that on low just before I finally went to bed at about 5 AM.
I got up at 12 noon and had some stew. Now I'm going out to cut some more lumber.
I just go with the flow.