Well, I have always described myself as an 'agnostic', but that is just a BS term really, because it's safe to say that nothing will occur to make me believe otherwise. Like you, I've thought about what it would take for me to believe in some form of spiritual existence, and I have trouble coming up with a scenario where I wouldn't question my own perception, or that of other possible witnesses. I would be hallucinating, experiencing a natural phenomenon I am unacquainted with, or subject to some form of illusory performance.
I have never seen, or experienced anything that doesn't have a rational explanation. Nor has anyone I've ever met, for upon examination, the 'reality' behind their supernatural/paranormal experiences was obvious in every case.
Lately, I've been coming to terms with the death of a loved one, and the patronising terms I'm subject to in order to make me feel better, just make me wild. She' 'not in a better place' and she's not 'watching over me'-she's dead; she doesn't exist-and that is it. It may be comforting for some to believe those platitudes, but I won't become a hypocrite to protect myself from the harsh reality. It just hurts.
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HotRodDeluxe
on Sat 01/19/13 08:29 PM