time is slipping away!! faster now ! than it ever did ,before when I was young.... I look in the mirror daily! and see myself fading away.. my hairline is slowly receding... those laugh lines are now turning into wrinkles.. the softness of my skin.. is beginning to feel . more like sandpaper.... I no longer spring out of bed eager to go.... it's more of a steady pulling... a dragging of myself.
.. I can feel the aches in my back! as they remember,where they were the day before... and then
return to their assigned places.... my eyesight has gotten so bad... that I can no longer read addresses on house fronts.
. from the middle of the road... days yes...I want days back..
I want months.. I want years back.......
.. how much time is left... I whisper to myself..
.... 10 years.. maybe 17... 20 if I'm lucky...... where did it go.... I started off with one.... thought I would have so many.... I've wasted so much time.... simply let it go.. as though it had no value..... can I have those !! .days back please..... those days, i thoughtlessly wasted... please..
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