it's like being told no more caffeine or chocolate or beer or ..
say your favorite ice cream flavor is chocolate
oh sure the others are ok
but they are just not chocolate
and one day the doctor says
no more chocolate ice cream
do you substitute with other things?
try to find some variety in your life?
try to convince yourself you never really loved it
to begin with? of course..
and you get used to it over time
as you sit there eyeballing your mundane scoop of vanilla..
can you survive the rest of your life without it? of course
maybe if I add some sprinkles...
do you sometimes think about it...
ok maybe if I stir this up..
do you wake in the night dreaming of it..
uh maybe if I just eat it faster
do you wish people would quite making threads
reminding you about it
yes, yes I do