What could you do if you fall in love in 2 different person in same time , ( its felts right even tho it's complicated)
Come on.. when you love someone.. truly love them you give ALL of you to them... you don't split it.
its not love you feel.
This close to what I have seen and found, but I do know that we can love (as in care very deeply) more than one person. Most people love their family members without having to select only one of them, after all.
But what I've seen, is that LIFE is what makes multi-person love so difficult. Simple practicality.
As difficult as it is to find ONE other person who's life goals and interests and tastes are enough of a match to be able to live with each other, finding MORE than one person who can find satisfaction and a sense of place with you, seems all but impossible.
So what I think most people do, is they find someone who is close to a good match, and let the people who they really like a lot, go elsewhere.
Of course, when we are young and inexperienced, it's awfully hard to tell the difference between desire, and lust, and especially between what we want in our fantasy inner self, and what we actually see in front of us. That's why we THINK we are in love so often, and why we end up with confusion and heartbreak so often.
Since what you mainly describe, is just wanting to be around each of them, and you make zero mention of having any interest or even KNOWLEDGE of their life trajectories, I suspect that what you really have here, is the common mix of desire for sensual pleasure, mixed with the desire for regular companionship. And that's not really love, in the sense that you could make a life with both people at once.