want to purge the desire for it so I can live peacefully.
Chemical castration does not purge sexual desires . It just cuts power to your tools so you can't use it.
instead of one line answer - let me say a story...
Let's say a beautiful teacher takes a math class. The boys go whoa.
Te teacher then describes clearly, with drawings how Pascal made the first adding machine that could add and subtract 9 digit figures in the 17th century.
she then mentions how a lawyer named Leibnitz in the same century came across the machine and fascinated by the logic bought one. Leibnitz then extended the logic to include multiplication and division. She leaves the class with the problem of discovering how Leibnitz did it in the 17th Century. She also mentions that any student who finds it out first - gets a special treat.
(solution is not in Google)
One student does work it out - designs the multiplication machine
question is: would he or would he not take up the teacher 'on the treat'?
For if he does not - OP's problem is partly solved.
so the 2nd question, why would he not?
Opinion?
