I don't know why any of us knights in shining armor are so lost
little boys playing swords dedicated unto you I feel happy
And this tears away of who I am making me wonder right from wrong
I keep up this game of shadows and always lose who I'm looking for is not real has not been there for me
I saw someone so beautiful inside and out greet me at the doors and I didn't want to go out and say it but I did and you said thank you
I cannot say I am perfect or that I'm 100% kind
What I am is a man trying to look past my own scars of what keeps me sane in this world
This reality check....
Cause each and every night I dream of the future it tears me apart no matter how vivid I saw it exists it happened fate wise torturing me
Who I am is really someone very simple
A shy geekily boy had an sweetness about him
This boy grew up got tore apart by the world I could no longer understand my own pain my own trauma my own inhibitions to really better myself
That that man grew up worked to the bone decided to keep writing keep measuring his greatness through the pen rather than the sword
And my heart shattered reveling this boy again...
Someone that no matter how deep I have felt I am dreamless
And you deserve happiness
I think you deserve me
You saw in me unwrapped talent that fit me like a glove
That words pour out of me like honey
And if always on my mind... who I am does not seem to care I want you to test those waters
And keep building ships off to shore to keep me from drowning
If I am to save myself it is because of you I see any right from wrong
Any truth to this so given world and who you are is this royal gem
Worth garnishing worth exploring and if I can fight this darkness you are the light
You are the way to salvation versus anything I may have wanted
Someone that obviously cares about me so much to keep responding to my blasphemous calls that I keep up being the man of her dreams and everything to her simply because she was always with me
In my heart...
If you need time to keep up this life I respect that
I see a movie like Jerry McGuire playing and it's the same story different people different places
Each of us torn apart to better ourselves
A Capricorn will go completely bonkers when in love and I cannot wait for the next dosage treatment
You are my sky my hopes my ambitions to see you succeed hurting you would demolish me tearing me apart if I did have such dreams walking away from you would be a tragedy
And giving you time is the key to understanding myself better why I exist maybe even to see you happy to know me...
Forever dedicated to a Queen of true virtue that steals the night like a storm always in mind of value I carry a strength to carry on....

Beautiful final dreamz you’re the best

If only she knew all this, Latin women po causes nails to cut a man into two like steel knives you're never the same you think twice I wonder if this is even nice she'd give me a hug or slap me just for fun :(

But being a lady she can only look at such words and wonder if i'm simply the truth or if I'm just another poser to explore her heart make her smile does she remember why I kept following her My words are true she has conversations who she is is rather peculiar that she'd climb thing to beat me down :)

I really hope your sincere words and actions touch her soul

If they do not I'll try not to grieve carry on like I always do... she deserves a lot in life and not sure on her general thoughts she told me some of it between us.... who she is is rather sweet and vividly crazy and unique a real fire cracker a deepest sense of a poet even though she will not share hers ;) I think there is more to be explored in this one that well it's up to her or not? That I can say all these things is breathtaking sincere and regardless maybe even reckless embarrassing who she is is important to me check your thread on pain and what keeps you moving forward to hear why i'm saying this to her...