Yes, very unpleasant. Especially when it happens on a day when I have to be around others, like while I'm working. I get that feeling that I just want to hide too, not being able to seems to make it worse. One thing I have found is it's a little better when I don't try to fight it, give myself permission to be grumpy even though I don't like seeing myself that way. When I do that, it seems the grumpiness just goes away or I'm at least able to laugh about it and except my humanness a little more.

I hope today goes better for you, whether you're grumpy or not. :)

Thank you for the reminder, I know that usually helps but somehow I always automatically slip into resistance.
October and November usually are quite intense for me as their 10-10 and 11-11 portal always have a huge impact on me. This year it's been extra tough with the renovation. Changing my rhythm was real hard. Not just going to bed earlier etc. but also food-time changing with that. My entire body had to adept. Clearly it isn't happy with that, haha. And the work that comes with renovation to top it off. I think I'll do better in a week or so. Maybe the full moon will be nice and gentle as it's in Taurus.

Oh how we Taurians struggle with change, haha. The last couple months have been nuts for me as far as emotions and upheavals, but also a blessing in disguise. It's helped me embrace that part of me that likes and needs stability in my life. Hopefully hanging up my seasonal work and travel hat will help to balance things out over the next year.

You're welcome, and thank you for reminding me as well... also for reminding me about the portals.

It might indeed help you. I remember when I was in Australia, I had no urge at all to move on again. Unlike 2 Swiss people who stayed a few weeks and couldn't wait to move on to new adventures. I was the opposite: I'd settled 100%. I don't think constant uprooting myself would do me good either. I guess not in a Taurian's blood, hihi.
Good to realize these things though. We cannot deny our sun sign, I sometimes want to, lol. Thinking, nah, I'm not like that! Only to discover I am, haha.

Yeah but... I might if the hug is only 20 seconds!

it was recently reported that 20 seconds is the required amount of time to get the vibes flowing. longer than that to keep the vibes flowing will only happen if i don't lose my head

Have to admit I have had a lot of those days the last month.. My patience have left the building lately... Seems what could go wrong went wrong and all I want to do is hide~~~

Have to admit I have had a lot of those days the last month.. My patience have left the building lately... Seems what could go wrong went wrong and all I want to do is hide~~~

I'm doing fine so far, but I have to now take it easy and chill cos I too feel 'overtired' underneath the surface and with that a high risk of getting grumpy. And a headache, hihi.