I said to my Daughter the other day ...
was not trying to be morbid ...

Play this when I pass ... just believe in this and love it ♪♪♪

perfect as it can be for me ♪

http://youtu.be/6Q0sMOQvJuw

12:28 am. Yet again I can not sleep.
I do not think it is morbid to plan your passing. I think it is important. I get you

I think becouse she is my only child ...
she does not want to think about it really ...

and I tell her things all the time ...
and she say your so negative ... GOWD I love her ...

but planing is what I want ... an hope I am listen to ...

see I almost lost her once ...
took a part of me ...as a parent ...
so I think of thing more now ...

I can tell you all kinds of things to help you sleep ...
but pretty sure ... you already know whats best for u ... and ty

I have only the one girl too. She is 21 and amazing. I think they are too young to understand death is a part of living. It could happen tomorrow or 30 years from now. One thing I have learned is those I love die. And I guess I have woken to the fact each day is precious.
Sleep? Not for the next week probably. In grief...