I'm an Ozzie. AUSTRALIAN. So maybe I don't have a opinion that matters when it comes to U.S politics. However, we here, as staunch allies of the U.S.A, have seen the writing on the wall since the maniac TRUMP and his clan, invaded free America. In our conversations /debates over your historical dilemma, and obviously I can't speak for all Ozzies, it is most overwhelming that the 'system' that is so 'concrete and flawless', has been allowed to be infiltrated, without consequence, so far.
I, and those in my surrounds, and confidently gazzilions more throughout the free world, just 'hope' (not pray), that your recovery is swift and positive.
It's been a rough ride finally the tyrant is banned on fb and twitter, he will not incite violence so easily.
Thank you for your positives vibes, we need all we can get.