i will eat on your behalf as well Moto :)

Happy new year. Ho ho hooo :)))

And the happiest new year to you green hair girl.

hellö mön'ö

that is not mistyping, my regular openin message to my Turkish mono.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFdLcr7oxEg#r=true

i am still feeding my more than 10 cats outside, they became my life
i am now 43, if you count by new year turning, then i am now 44.

all my habits are changing, the way i am looking at things are changing.

i hated tea all those years. and now i am drinking tea. and i am preparing tea. i am not drinking because someone offered me
me, myself! am preparing it!

before i loved winters
it was relaxing, peaceful
steel gray sky, i love it! i would say
now..
no!
winter is rain, and that means poor people and animals have no food and nowhere to stay.

why am i maturing so late?
i should have realised these years ago. i am always following the matureship at least years behind. still i am not enough, not even close to being a mature. when will i be a real mature? my heart is too soft to be a mature.

maybe i will just die like this.
soft heart, unmatured.
running after cats.

is this so bad? or good but we are a few so looks bad?

If Craig was here (rip) he would say, "take it easy Ez"

Monaldin - Femme Like You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Due-zdgBFkw&t=179s

Maturing doesn't have to mean hardening Green haired girl.

Stay the way you are.

:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_e2aKEtW18

today was chicken day for my babies outside
they ate , as much as they atei felt happy
i then played with them
i love them so muchhhhh
they are my babies
as if a gave birth to them
i love them that much!!

when my snowy was still with me..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLgNcrK6L-c

there was this black and white cat i was feeding during summer and then he got missing
he yesterday came with a broken back foot.
tomorrow i am taking him to vet.

and again this week hopefully the other sick cat will be checked by the vet of the local animal aid group. he also has eye problem. i hope both will be fine eventually.

i took my black and white cat to vet's this morning
the vet was somewhere else so i had to leave him there
he is also my pistachio's vet for many years so i didnt hesitate.

i sent videos of my funny eye cat to aid people. i am hoping to hear soon.

You have a big heart butribu.

Thank you for taking care of the cats

thank you Delightfulillusion for not letting me feel alone on this path..
thanks to all people who are helping me
God bless you Delightfulillusion and all those people..