" If he had the chance I’m sure he would have killed the puppy" the same! this is ironic but funny as nothing bad happened. many times i tried taking cats, babies. now i accepted the fact that the master is pistachio! i know the roles, i obey, feed, and let her sleep on my tummy. as long as i obey the rules, we are fine :)

Yeah, animals rule the household haha. They have us well trained

very trained !
they rule us :), my very master pistachio wants me :)
have to go now
many thanks for your support
i will keep updated

today the vet texted me whatsaapp saying that a surgery wouldnt help as some time passed since it happened, and i could take my boy and he will be okay like this.i am so upset. took my boy back to the garden..

i am not feeling well lately
i am not sleeping well
i am waking up with a feeling that there is something missing,like something bad happened and in a few seconds i will remember it
i am sitting on my bed trying to remember what happened yesterday, to catch what is wrong.
it is like when snowy died, i woke up with mum's call and for a few seconds everything was normal and then i started remembering.
i have that fear every morning when waking up.. what wrong has happened??

i am feeling like nothing good happens in life or at least not to me
i feel very down, anxious.

Don't be sad Green haired girl. Tomorrow is another day. Things will get better. I promise.

It will Moto, it always does.. doesn't it?

it is extremely cold here nowadays
when i say i live on southwest Turkey, nobody believes it can be any cold, but it is really cold when it is cold
now it is minus degrees Celcius.
and the humidity adds much on top.

vet said no chicken bones for Smokey, not at all as his bladder, pelvis - i am not sure about the correct word - is not good enough for it
so.. i can not watch if he is eating bones when i turn my back, so no bones at all for any cats.
when i go down to feed them, i wait by him to make sure no other cat is disturbing him while eating
now he is my broken wing one, so some things will be arranged for his goodness.

tomorrow, we are going to the animal shelter to have the eyes of one of my street cats checked by a vet who comes several days a month. we will also take cat and dog food for the ones there. i will also have a chance to check my baby who is there for a while - i will reunite him with his siblings after these ice cold weather days are over, in a week time hopefully.

hey mon'o
wednesday evening, at around 20:30, they brought me back my little piko, after 50 days at animal shelter
but unfortunately he is even at a poorer condition than he was before.

i kept himat the back room, at my parents' room which is not used now.
i was going to reunite him with his siblings today, which i did. but...

back to 1.5 hours before..
i got across with the registered animal aid group people at the door of the shopping place
we knew each other from the forum pages
they said, they are neutering the cats of our neighbourhood (we live very close). but there were some they couldnt catch. and they are the ones i easily hold, my babies. i said, i can help you. so we agreed to meet tuesday morning to get them

then i thought, why shall i not show my poor piko to them. they are the one to decide, aren't they. i put my pko in his box and took to their apartment. and when they saw him they went "poor him.."
tomorrow, at 10 they are picking him up from me, and a private vet is going to check him and eventually do medication..

they are also going to show my funny eye ginger boy to the vet
thanks God!!
i cannot tell how thankful i am at the moment..
no words enough..

they are all my babies, some like my piko, they melt my heart.. i love my street babies a lot

they asked me, if i would work at animal shelter as a volunteer
i said yesss!!!!!!
i am so happy
my first day will be Sunday
i cannot wait for it

I think you will be an excellent foster mother for the "street babies" Trib.

there is already one with me at the moment
at my parents' room which was empty for so long
he came wednesday and he is quaranteened with fungus
i am entering his room with mask, seperate clothes, separate slippers
he is on medication

this little boy started gaining weight
i am giving him chicken liver, rice cooked with the juice of chicken liver
tomorrow i will give him tuna fish
he already gained weight
he was the one mum threw out, and this is my challenge against natural selection
no! they can live as wel!!