Why is very difficult to find the one? Is that I'm not good enough for somebody 🥺
All families are the same, wanting you to find somebody and settle down that is not so unusual. However, you are saying you are looking for 'the one' for you, and that takes time and patience. Go where you will meet others, for example, learn a new dance at dance classes, join a club where you have an interest, go out to evening classes and learn something new maybe another language, you will surely meet lots of new people and with similar interests as your own.
You may even find someone of interest here in the forums in Mingle2, good luck in your search.