Excerpt from what will be my retirement plan”
(Because this ***** to real to make up)
3am friday morning

Calamity all around, it surrounds to entice me to drown as if the very hands of anyone i come into contact with grab holt’ my own thus dragging the other down to status quo or jones’ mentality. Keeping up with them rather. Expectantly comes the day wrought with problems all of them telling me to fit and fall in line but none of them being anything but the obscurity i dont want. Legality and law conform these minions of the world to such ideology. But me, me im just trying to find the agility to escape this captivity that strains my progressive and hopeful mentality.

Animosity is what you’ll meet if your to be loved in some fashion by me as my plans are nothing of the variation taught by the d.o.d. having points (5) contingent of the other. Ability too plan i can but the perplexity of variance when winging it, ohhhhh!!! It is far to intriguing and the more potential for volatility, spreads eyes wide in anxiety.

Insanity cries the voice in my head as i trust another again leading the expectation for the best of intentions to be available to those who expect an invert of newtons 2nd, no reaction from but only against opposing like the positive sides of magnets. Positive opposing. Sarcasm and irony acheived as newtons second is opposing forces will move in the same capacity at which they exert. (For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction).

Peacefully, yes peacefully, I sleep because im far ahead on expectation of whats to come. The rest is taken now, after a few previous evictions, this new landtroll of 5’4 ringy hair and a sailors mouth must have fearfully thought i was dying as the door to my room exploded open and wait. Peacefully is not where this, obscure subtle and timid person i met initially for days before, but fully and completely unstable abs irrationally she begins screaming “motherfucker get up! Get up now and clean your ****ing mess in the bath tub!”

Gracefully i protests, “how can i have a mess in the bath tub” to be met with the next of ,obviously many wrongs done by me to her. You see the end is near in this here stay. By me thst is ok. Hopefully tomorrow will be a new day to fully find the way to resist meeting the obstacles that keep me so dramatic when met antagonistically be each person that i, in all my audacity couldnt respectfully have any civility with because this world, this planet and all that are in it offer nothing but calamity.