Leah
You get this beautiful card, one of my favourites in this deck.

Akashic Stargate



This says that you are at a critical point on your journey. You have the opportunity to move in a particular direction and you have to make a decision. This can feel overwhelming and you may be waiting for someone or something to make the decision for you. But you aren't here to walk a path that was set for you, you're here to walk a path that you have chosen.
The next phase of your journey cannot unfold until you decide which wat to go. Know that whatever direction you take and whatever decision you make, you'll always be on the right path. No matter how you get there, you'll always end up in a similar space.
Also know that purpose isn't about doing your duty, it's about living life and experiencing joy.


Now I'm feeling that maybe you end up in similar situations and don't understand how the heck you get there (again). If that resonates it's because you aren't making the decision, aren't choosing yourself so you manifest the same/ similar over and over. This could also stem from making decision based on a sense of doing your duty (responsibility/guilt etc.) and not from joy and the Heart.

Hope it resonates!

Thank you Crystal
It resonates so well and gave me goosebumps

PUMPI

ANCESTRAL REALM


Beautiful card with a kind of DNA string in front of the archway.

Yours concerns healing of the family tree. There may be some ideas and beliefs in your family that you find limiting or negative. Know that they need not be your truth. You have the opportunity to go beyond the challenging energies of your family lineage. If you are in a particularly challenging time or facing energies that are harsh and even overwhelming, the energy of your ancestors is with you now. They are here to hold a sacred and safe space so that you can rest.
Ifever there are wounds concerning family / family and ancestral karma then the ointment for healing is forgiveness. This is not accepting what happened as "fine" but realising that the energies of the past no longer govern your present and life. It's about choosing to create your own happiness and live from your own heart.
Keep your boundaries strong, but be open to carving out a new path.

This feels particularly strong. I hope it resonates! A beautiful message of deep healing, and cleansing.
Since there's a DNA string in the card and ancestral / family stuff can affect the body big time too, this also may mean a time of physical shifts and healing.

It resonates more than you can ever know.

Thank you.❤

POETRY

CRYSTAL SKULL WISDOM


Crystal skulls have much to do with clarity and healing of the head space.
It is possibly that at the moment or shortly you will experience clear-mindedness.

All aspects of your life are becoming clearer at this time. Expect to become aware of what you need to step away from to have a more focused path. Yu may have felt indecisive, but now you are getting guidance so that you can live and express yourself in a more authentic way. So you may have your own inner guidance encouraging you to move forward.
In order for the next phase of your journey to unfold, you must follow the information/guidance you have received (often subconsciously hence the importance of following inner guidance/gut instinct).
You know what you need to do to heal and grow. If you've been asking for a sign that the healing work you've been doing has been successful, trust that this card is the message you've been waiting for.

Hope it resonates, and that you can place the message, Poetry!

Ahhh Crystal this is so spot on, more than I could try and explain. The last paragraph about the message I've been waiting for IS the message I've been waiting for. Thank you so much!

RIVER

Two cards jumped out for you simultaneously and I felt you needed the message of both.
Now my fingers and hands ache from the shuffling and typing, and other thngs I've been doing. So I decided to post the full messages for you via photos. (I feel you need the full messages.)

Hope it's readable and I don't explode the board (I did reduce size)

SACRED INNER SPACE






STELLAR GATEWAY ACTIVATION

STORMY

HEART OF SOURCE


I cannot find an image with the captions. These are: All-encompassing love. Unconditional acceptance. Serenity.

You are connecting with the Heart of Source, the Creator of life and love. You're blessed to receive this message for it shows the cup of your heart is being filled with love until it overflows.
The Divine energy that is with you now is helping you melt away any blockages so you can be open to the love, acceptance, and appreciation that you deserve.
If you have been holding back for a while but are now ready to share the love you have within, this card lets you know it is safe to do so. You are love, loving, and lovable.
Step forward, claim your worth, and enjoy a new level of spiritual openness.
You are truly blessed!

Hope it resonates!

THE REST IS COMING UP, CLOSING REQUEST WITH RIVER AS LAST ONE

@STORMY... hope you find this, cannot edit your post anymore. Do you happen to have affinity with smoky quartz? That suddenly came through as I was doing your reading> Mostly the darker variety.

ADORE/LOVE the darker variety of smoky quartz.

Spot on.

YES! ~happydance~

Thank you!

It does actually help. Yes, there is a lot of turmoil with my question, but knowing I have the inner strength to deal with it is helpful to me. Thank you so very much!