As the titles said.. "I'm afraid to fall in love".. and here's why..

Love is a very sensitive topic. Too most people they need love, while other's just can live without it. Knowing that you're in love is very nice, whats staying in love is the difficult one. I, for one is in the middle of needing love and not needing it.

I hate myself when I'm in love. Why? because I normally give me all. From wanting to take care of you, too wanting to cook for you. Basically, a house wife type of love, but the bonus is that. I also love sex and cuddles. I'm also THINK that I'm really suitable for a soft water body heater . So yeah..

Sadly, I don't want to fall in love. Why again? its because the thought of my partner be in love with someone skinny, sexy, pretty, and younger than me is terrifying. I don't mean that I will broke up with him. Its just... I migjt be to weird to actually say to Him "Oh? Wow! Can I join?".

I'm not really a person who get mad with cheating partners. Maybe its because my family bavk ground. My father has 3 woman and all 3 has children. I was pretty amazed that my fatjer has the courage to introduce us siblings, but that doesn't mean that my biological didn't have a hard time.. On the contrary she almost lost her oldest because of the other woman rampaging her, but that's another story to tell.

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After reading half




Later read full...

head is spinning

Love is an illusion and a waste of time. People only end up dying in the end, so any form of relationship is pointless.

Wow

My head is spinning too!

Must say it eludes me why the OP posted this. I guess he just needed to vent.
Please give us ample warning of that at the beginning.
Now I wasted my time on trying to read a mind-boggling story in bad English.

For someone, who only has English as her second language, it is quite decent imo. And it is way better than using the likes of Google Translate. And some native English speakers don't even know the difference between "their" and "there". Just saying ...

Yep. Those homonyms will always trip you up.

Maj carry on touching yourself “as per your profile” until you feel ready to fall in love

If good things came into lives fast,
or easy, they'd be meaningless.

Take all the time you need, to make
yourself, the best "you", you can be.

If good things came into lives fast,
or easy, they'd be meaningless.

Take all the time you need, to make
yourself, the best "you", you can be.

If good things came into lives fast,
or easy, they'd be meaningless.

Take all the time you need, to make
yourself, the best "you", you can be.

Spot on! Well said.

sorry just realize.. i can delete it..

Why Sorry..an for what...

If theirs a negativity, then positive vibes are within Us too...

Welcome To The Jungle/Mingle

sorry if I wasted yoir time. I'll try to post things half a sleep next time. you should have stop if u find my English is bad.

No reason whatsoever to apologize. I find your English quite decent

Then why send a messag/reply like that?

I wrote this 3 in the morning... I didn't know how many words I can type in. This is my second post. I'll try to be more aware of my post here.

You are grand sure you will settle in fine, just ignore any negative vibes, it is their loss, not yours

When did i messaged you or replied... i don't even know you...


As i heard, Forum is for all..
Good Luck