it is a normal that we get hurt,i am a kind of girl who was very honest i easy to fall in lobe withsomeone that you dont know much,it is a bad this that you still hold your past,when you commit the new relationship leave your past and seroius for the new connection and relationship that what i in counter her coz he think that i am the same of his x wife,so thats too hurt for me coz i am seroius and stake to one

Cheer Up.
Have a good life ahead.
Your past was a lesson, focus on present an be strong in further situations....
Tc.

Don't dwell on the past. It is not very attractive.

You missed the red flags through looking through rose tinted glasses. He's not ready to have a relationship.

Please stop doing that, use your mind before giving away your heart or you will keep breaking your own heart.