I'm going through this

Not a good time, most of us have experienced it. It's now time to be out with your own friends, and not looking for a new relationship, enjoy being single again doing what you want to do. It will get easier as time passes, and you will have learnt something from it all, but don't dwell in the past move on from it. Take the time to heal before looking for someone new in my opinion.

I usually enjoy break ups.

and you're asking us to what?
buy you a beer???

One Beer for me too

i just say let me help you pack.

it's a good thing sometimes to feel sad and feel wrecked because of something you love. I hope you get well soon, just enjoy being with yourself now and do new things.