I didn't read any of that past "I'm 20".

Sometimes a good rant makes for a boring read.

Do you have to pay to message anyone in the forums too?

You're only 20. You haven't lived a second of your adult life.

To be 20 again.

Remember you are working towards a better life for yourself, no one is forcing you to study as well as work. You are looking to the future, and when qualified by your studies "the world is your oyster", so to speak. I am sure you know all that already. Don't give up completely on your social life, make time for yourself in your busy schedule when you can meet up with friends, or do whatever it is you enjoy. All work and no play ... (makes for a good rant! )

time, I'm 20 and I feel like all the things I'm doing right now are useless. I keep doing all the hardships because they say you'll gain lessons and experience from within and I can't do about it haha, but why does it feel so slow? I'm working and studying at the same time because I want to experience being independent on my own and especially my parents can't afford to pay for my tuition fees but it's fine that's life here in PH, It's so hard haha. I lost friends and I don't have any social life my life is getting sadder day by day ,when I get a day off I just sleep and go to church with my fam. Why is it so slow? I want to feel alive again. I miss singing on the stage, laughing with my friends after school, I miss attending class and being a student, I miss wearing uniforms (I paid for that, but can't use it cause I'm working at day and studying at night)




PS: I JUST WANT TO RANT, NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. HAHA LOVELOTS.