Sometimes, I want to think I made peace with myself, that I have accepted that I am once again defeated, lost in this game of love that the universe is always giving me. Tricking me and making me believe that in this lifetime - one that I know is existing, one that I can remember, that there is happiness meant for me. A true and different happiness - unparalleled and incomparable to all and any 1 have ever known.

There are words that are very hard to hear. It is like violence is engulfing my whole being, like a lump in my throat that is making me hard to swallow, like a pit in my stomach that I want to vomit but I couldn't. I want to accept this defeat - a love that is not meant to be but try as I might, I am stuck in between the space of letting go and moving on and wanting to dwell and linger...

Hearing the sound of my heart sobbing, the loud echoes in my mind, the silence in my soul... surrendering to the pain, accepting, I am once again a fallen victim of this playful universe...

You are not a victim at all.

It's this emotion that will help you to appreciate the love you find even more. You will find someone of this there is no doubt.

Very good and strong emotional poem
Keep writing

Cheers!

Good or bad... Thank you!

If you never fight and try with your oneself.
Victim played will follow in your own brain.
Train Yourself and Look Out The Nature of these Universe..
Lots of learning You can gain in Your Ownself..