I can see why Jeannie takes the philosophy that she does. You can just shrug your shoulders and say, "Well hey, those women must have attracted that to themselves."
That is not my philosophy Abra. I don't shrug anything off. I am appalled at the ignorance and cruelty and horror in this world. It deeply disturbs and saddens me to the depth of my soul! How dare you think I "shrug it off and say something like that? I put my faith in a higher mind and a higher law that knows much more than I do about the workings of this world and its laws.
I really thought you knew me a little better than that.
There are some things we can't do much about and we can't know why they happen. That does not mean that I go around with a hardened heart shrugging my shoulders saying "oh well they attracted that."
I don't. You don't understand my philosophy, although you have insisted that you do, it is clear that you don't. I don't know how to explain it to you or how to explain the depth of my faith and my feeling for other human beings.
Don't even pretend that you know what is in my heart and mind. You aren't even close, and there is nothing I can say to you to help you understand me or what I believe.
I take full responsibility for your confusion about who I am. I probably should never have attempted to be an open book about what I believe. It is too difficult to communicate.