Back in December I was all excited about my new adventure of seasonal work and travel. I was blessed to be able to go to Colorado. Back in April I felt blessed for the many opportunities in front of me and choose to come here to Mackinac Island... it was a well thought out decision.
When I was offered the Innkeeper position I accepted the challenge to pretty much work round the clock with very little down time and no days off, lol. It was a great opportunity. There's only been two days since mid May where I left the Island for some serious recoup time. This position was supposed to end in November... however the 15th of this month will be my last day.
For reasons not known yet I am physically unable to do the job expected of me. I'm in constant pain, and my emotional state of mind is totally wiped out to the point where I am not that sweet woman I was a few months ago. I'm on the verge of smoking, binging, or whatever it takes to feel better.... but I think a few virtual hugs will suffice.
I wanted to prove to myself that I could do this at all cost. But I forgot to accept that I have limitations just like anyone. I'm the kind of person who functions so much better with two days a week off and being able to clock out and be done for the evening.
Rather than pat myself on the back and tell myself good job trying, but it's not for you... I'm beating myself up and feeling like I failed. I feel pretty isolated here with no real support or anyone other than my boss to talk to... which isn't really an option.
So right now I could use a little TLC... I know this is a blessing in disguise and there are more exciting adventures ahead of me if I want them... I kind of just want to go home and rest for a while.
Thanks everyone ((((Hugs))))
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