I’m really Sorry to hear
It’s really really hard to help people who are suicidal , no matter how hard we try . And it may seem to the outside looking in that perhaps this person in our eyes has everything , but when a person is feeling like this all of those things are irrelevant , and they are in so much pain with things or feel they just cannot go foreword in life .
We will never feel what they were feeling .
I’ve been suicidal myself and it’s really really hard to battle those deep dark feelings and thoughts . And to talk to people about it .
I lost my best friend to suicide 15 and a half years ago , it tore me apart and still does every single day .
The day she done it I was supposed to meet with her but had to rearrange as I had to take one of my kids to the doctors . That’s a very bad feeling I’ve lived with all these years , it took me a long time to understand that she would have done it anyway , regardless of wether I had met with her that day or not . But I still have that guilt .
The following year in my best friends birthday and what was Father’s Day , my uncle took his life . He was found by his son . So heartbreaking .
No one ever saw that coming with my uncle .
With my best friend she had some issues before and was facing some obstacles in her life , things she would have gotten through but she had a lot of pain too . No matter how much we had helped her . My world fell apart when I got that call .
We can help people as much as we can and always be there for them no matter what , but often there is nothing we can truly do when a person is feeling like this , for them suicide is their only option . And often there true feelings are hidden and they don’t want to talk about them .
It’s a heartbreaking thing for people to go through , the people themselves that feel they can no longer go on with life and the people left behind .
My heart goes out to people feeling like this and for the ones that have lost someone close to suicide